Father, I know Your word says that You know the plans You have for me; plans to do me good and not to harm me, plans to give me a hope and a future hope. This isn’t a promise just for me, but for everyone who calls on the name of Jesus. But, I’m being honest; some days I don’t feel like Your plan is working very well.

I look around and I see people losing everything. I see murder and mayhem, heartache and hardship and I wonder could this really be Your plan? I’ve lost loved ones and friends. Good people, including me and my family members have lost homes, money, jobs, etc., while the unrighteous still prosper. Forgive me, but is this really a plan for my good? I feel like David when he said, “Why, O Lord, do You stand far off? Why do You hide Yourself in the time of trouble?”

But I will trust in Your unfailing love, my heart will rejoice in Your coming salvation. I know that at the right time and in the right season, if I don’t give up, You will bless me and others in the body of Christ with everything that is rightfully ours to inherit. I will not weaver in my trust of You, but I will stand firm and see the deliverance of Your children.

Thank You for being a big enough God for me to be honest with in my times of uncertainty, weakness and momentary despair. I will wait on You. I will be of good courage and I know You will strengthen my heart. In Jesus name. Amen

• Jeremiah 29:11
  
• II Thessalonians 3:13

• Psalms 10:1
  
• Exodus 14:13

• Psalms 13:5

• Psalms 27:14

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